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Did you ever... Have one of those days when you just felt beat up? Today I am tired.. and just to dang fed up to care.. Today is the second time in my life that I can remember thinking.. I've made the wrong decision.. and it doesn't feel very good.. the 2 different incidents are very different.. but the feeling is very much still the same.. One thing I have realized is .. Maturity does not come with age... just because you are older does not mean one is mature.. Another thing I realized is working in a big Corporation.. is very different than a small Company.. the options are not as vast.. and frustration is much more at a high.. Those of you who know me.. know that I can be fun.. and knowing that.. also know that I have a deep contemplative side also.. and if something is wrong.. I need to dissect until I find out what it is.. I am always looking for the Truth.. of any and all issues.. regardless if it is my own issue or someone else's issue that is trying to knock on my door.. The last thing I realized is crying can be for different reasons.. one is out of joy.. one is out of frustration... one is stress.. and on ..and on.. today I cried out of frustration.. With that being said.. as it so happens this weekend.. I will have time away.. I leave tomorrow night after work and do not return until Sunday evening.. I need time to regroup.. time to let go.. and time to scream and yell .. if need be! lol.. the water is a good place to do that in.. the waves and wind carry away your screams so quickly .. you hardly hear them yourself! lol.. I pray that you all have a wonderful weekend.. and make the most of all that life holds for you in the following days... Take gentle care.. I'll see you all on Sunday.. hugs Gina  ___________ Find the humor each day holds.... Gina |
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2/22/2007 3:35 pm |
I'm sorry.. I know that sometimes in blogland we want to just laugh and have fun.. For the most part I try and do or be that.. so if you came here right now for laughter.. I am sorry I can not do that with you.. I do hope you all know how much you mean to me and without all of you.. life would be very.. very different.. Thank you for who you all are in my life.. I love laughing and sharing with you.. Gina... ___________ Find the humor each day holds.... Gina
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2/22/2007 9:26 pm |
Gina, I hope you come back rejuvinated. Life is just too damn hard at times.
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2/22/2007 10:10 pm |
Sorry to see you are feeling sad Gina. We all have days like that. Hope to see you back to your cheerful self soon. Scream as much as you like. Love and  Maudie
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2/24/2007 11:02 am |
Have a great weekend. The prince is taking care of business so there is nothing to worry about.
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