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I find it so difficult to describe who I am with a list of adjectives which are to fit in a little box... truth is, we are not suppose to fit in a box...first half of our lives we are being forced to do so and then the second half, we are fighting with every fiber of our being breaking out of it...at least this is what we should be doing...I can say I am well on my way to do doing just that...how does one go about describing the essences of who they truely are...it really needs to be experienced...but for now, I'd say I am one who continues to find wonder in small things and truely believes there are treasures everywhere; who finds joy in meaningful conversations; who laughs freely and often; who thrives on physical touch whether it be in the gentle touch of a child's hand or the electriying one of my lover's, with all it's underlying promises of joys to follow; who will always leave you feeling as though you have been heard and understood; who values you merely because you breath, not because of what you do for a living; one who is more interested in what makes your heart sing than in your accumlation of "stuff"; and one who believes once we have shared some time together, regardless of the accummulated minutes, we will never be the same...
My Ideal Person:
One who is comfortable showing his vulnerable side; who has a delicious sense of humor; who believes personal growth only ends when their breathing does; who is open to hearing the view point of others with the desire to see things through differant lens; whose energy I feel strongly no matter how many people are in the room; who needs and desires intimancy whether in the form of holding hands while walking the trails or engaging in passionate, uninhibited love making; who will challenge me to remain strong but who will wrap me in the safety of his arms when he sees I need shelter from the demands of my world, and most importantly, the wisdom to know which I need at the moment; and finally, the thoughts I have shared in this little box will resonate with my ideal man. Do I question if this person exists, not for a second....
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