I am 63 years old have been divorced for 8 yrs. I lost one of my sons 4 yrs ago to a blocked artery. I never thought I would make it to this point I am at in my life. I want to stop maurning the lost of a long term marrige and a 41 year old child. I so want to laugh and be happy. However I am residing in my daughters home wondering how I got here.Once the rock of the family I am now but a pebble of sand. I have a very strong faith in the Almighty. So getting all that negativity out in the open, let me say this I have been working on being sociable again. I find it hard being who I am a giver and I mean I have literally given away my assets to my loved ones. Money is the root of all evil. I guess I do not have to worry about that anymore. I am living on a small retirement, but the things I enjoy you can't bye anyway. I would like to find a gentleman to share the rest of my life with . I do not have any luggage just a small curio full of precious items. I do however have a heart so full of love it wants to scream out hold me please . Please do not respond if you are looking for a woman that has tight body and a runner . I love to stay active but I have a few extra pounds that prevent me from running. lol I have joined weight watchers and I want to be slim again but my crutch for the worst has been being a coach potatoe and hiding from the world so they could not see my tears and fears that maurning had bought me. They say there is someone for everyone and I would like to believe that. Obviously there was for my x-husband of the same age as me, but required a much younger mate. I am really in no hurry to meet a bunch of fellows that want to wine dine and roll around from date to date. I am a one person woman, So I will wait for that one Gentle Man .I am sure there is one for me Lord Help me find that lost btrrd of GENTLE Men:-
My Ideal Person:
Is a real gentleman with a slow hand, that makes my skin crawl to the touch of his gentleness. Have you ever had someone talk to you while looking you in the eyes and you just feel like a child with your first love> But than his wife apppears and there goes your fantasy out the window.
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