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Nothing Has To Change
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Feb 25, 2006 7:57 am
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Meeting a lot of cyber friends in real thrilled me a lot. Stillwatertoo and I have been meeting a lot of them lately.
We have seen lots of different characters. Much to my surprised some were not the way they were in cyber. I also did expect the same faces I saw in the pictures they sent me. But, I was wrong. I should not be expecting that Stillwater told me. He had met lots of cyber friends too by attending bashes and luncheons while he was in Indiana.
I have seen some males who came to meet their special ladies wanted to change them. Change their culture, beliefs and ideas. Pushed hard what they believed and mold them into someone they like. Why try to make them change?
I told one friend who dropped by, that he doesn’t love you for what you are. He wanted to love someone he can make out of you.
I was wondering why they have to do that. They came to a country were strong family ties is the number one traits we have. Hospitality is one trait that you will see in us Filipinos. We are warm .loving, friendly and always looked after the safety of our guests.
I am really feeling bad because I feel something is wrong. But I have no way to meddle with it. I wanted to confront the male but I can’t.
I don’t know if I should really be feeling this way. But I can’t get it out of my mind.
Just sharing …Love you all!
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Status:Wife...Mistress...Lover
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Feb 24, 2006 6:31 pm
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What is your status? Can you tell? I am a significant other to Stillwater for now. I am waiting for the day I be his legal wife.
We have been engaged and we will celebrate our second anniversary on April 1st together.
I am sure i am not a mistress. He is not married. But i am sure i am his lover rofl.
Just sharing..Love you all!
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Stillwatertoo Licked It
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Feb 23, 2006 2:55 pm
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I was one of the principal sponsors of a wedding last week. One of the give aways was a cute small cake. It was given to me in a box and I kept it in the fridge and thought of having it for dessert the following day.
After lunch the next day, I asked my daughter to bring out the cake and sliced it for us. The cake was so neatly done, with gold trimmings and a very nice base to stand.
When the cake was placed on the table, they said it is not edible. So, we decided not to eat the cake.
Last night, I cleaned the fridge because we will go to the grocery and fill it up for a couple of week’s food. I put the cake out and placed it on top of the drawer mantle in our bedroom. I put it there to preserve it because the room is air conditioned and I thought it will help.
After lunch today, I saw Stilllwater walking towards the bedroom. I thought he will turn on the computer. I saw him stopped by the drawer mantle and drew his face near it.
I was thinking what he was doing. Hahahahaha he was licking the cake hahahahahaha. He went back to me and said that the cake is edible and we can eat it. I asked him several times because he was the one who said it was made of wax hahahaha.
I can not stop laughing at him because I saw him licking the cake hahahahaha.
When we started eating the cake, it was just the two of us, I told him that the gold trimmings are beads and he better be careful. All of sudden I heard him chewing something and when I asked him, it was the gold bead. Hahahaha he said honey, it's candy hahahaha. There was a golden chain around the cake. Hahahaha he started tasting it. Then after awhile he said honey, it's plastic hahahahahaha. OMG! I can't stop laughing at this Hoosier hahahaha
It was a day full of laughter.
Just sharing..love you all!
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Looking At Meek
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Feb 22, 2006 3:47 pm
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I was looking at Meek while we were having lunch. The way she eats, the way she lifts her glass to drink. The way she puts the cracked crab legs she did for Stillwatertoo into his plate.That Hoosier doesn't know how to shell the crabs but likes to eat it.Looking at Meek how she chose the best part of the fish and put it in Still's plate. Looking at her how she laughed at Still's jokes.
I was looking at her and i saw a great sister in front of me. Always giving the best that she can.
By the look of her eyes, the way she moves, the way she says things, i can say i know what she meant.
I can not forget the first time we met. She flew her way to manila just to meet me. No other agenda. Just to see and spend time with me.
We both cried on some things.We share laughter, share personal feelings, even share personal matters.
While looking at her, i told myself, any man who will win her will have the grandest prize ever in his life.
A cyber friend became not only a good friend but a very true one.
Meeky love you forever sister of my heart.
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Hesitant To Post
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Feb 22, 2006 3:55 am
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I was asked by Stillwatertoo if i have a post for today. I told him i can't compose. I felt i was distracted. I have been feeling sick, kinda feverish inside.
I don't know. I want to post but my mind is out i think.
Stillwatertoo told me i got lots of things to share. I knew i got lots.
Am i getting hesitant because there are some people who might get hurt by my post?
I knew i am posting in the Blogs to make people laughed. I wanted people to get inspired when i post about my great love for Stillwatertoo.
So what am i going to post? I still don't know.
Do you sometimes feel the same?
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Strength And Support From Each Other
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Feb 21, 2006 2:38 am
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A couple must get along pretty well if they share the same lifestyle.They go for the same food,share some values,like same sports and sexually compatible.
A couple who are very much in love with each other share a healthy lifestyle, They draw strength and support from each other.
The quality of our lives and our relationship is affected by our health. If we are healthy and full of energy, then we can give more of ourselves. When we are more happy and balanced, we are at peace.
What do you think?
Smile...love you all!
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Phone Sex
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Feb 20, 2006 6:43 pm
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One day, a friend came to my clinic and was so excited telling me that her cyber boy friend is so sweet and romantic.
She said she have been hearing words she have not heard before. I asked her if they were talking on the phone. She said just in email and SFF IMC. I laughed at her. told her i thought they were talking with each other on the phone. I advised her, it will be a better idea to hear his voice and if he is true to his words they can meet one day.
She said he is so romantic,so sensual and i think i liked him. She even forwarded to me the emails sent by him. Boy Oh Boy! as if i have read "bed time stories" hahahahahahaha
One day, she came to my clinic and kept cussing. That ass... that bas... I was laughing and asked her what happened?
She said the the male called her up. In his last email,which she forwarded to me. He asked her if he can call her up for some intimacy. Hahahahaha i was really laughing ..i sensed something went wrong hahahahahaaha.
My friend was so excited, have been imagining things about him. She even thought he is a hunk. To my friend's dismay, she said his voice is like a squeaking mouse. He was stuttering. She can not understand him. I told her, maybe he was nervous. Maybe the butterflies in his tummy kept moving around.
She said nope! I have to repeat myself several times. He can't hear me. He got a hearing aid that's why he can not hear me! OMG! i can't help myself laughing hard. The real rolling over the floor and laughing my ass off came out. Hahahahaha.
I recalled the email and it says intimacy over the phone. Hahahahaha it was really a big laugh with my friend.
She learned her lessons not to get overwhelmed with emails sent to her. Words can be typed so sweetly, sensually or might be sexually but still no one knows the reality in it.
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Cyber Sex...Sex
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Feb 20, 2006 1:26 am
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One day, a friend came to my clinic and asked me about sex. I asked her what about sex? She said she had cyber sex with her cyber boy friend and I was laughing hard asking her if she fell from her chair. I even told her, that yahoo will get burned when they do that and they will be charged hahahahaha.
She told me her boy friend will be meeting her and that he is a very active guy and can give her demands in sex. I was wondering, how can they really have cyber sex? Isn’t it hard to type having sex? What about when they commit typos? Ahahahahahaha
After few months, she came again to and told me she was frustrated. She said she broke up with her boyfriend. I asked her why? She said he was only good in typing and in emoting on the phone. Hahahahaah and asked her if that was the cause of the break up. She said he lied to me. He looks old, his eyes are watery, got sinusitis and he takes lot of medicine and he can not perform. It doesn’t like to stand up. Hhahahaha I teased her back, see! That’s what you got in believing at once what males tell you in chat.
Till now, I can’t help myself laughing at that story. So whenever I see both males and females exchanging posts in the chat room and acting as spring chickens I can’t help myself really but to laugh.
How far can we go with our relationship with others? Are we really competent enough to give them what we promised them in chat?
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Eyeball
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Feb 19, 2006 1:49 am
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Have you ever met your chat friend in person? Few days ago we went to meet someone at the airport. It will be the first time my girl friend will meet her friend from chat. We call it here eyeball.
We came to the airport to pick male friend up. When we came he was not yet in the area where we were suppose to meet him. We took several round trips trying to save for the parking fee. Finally, we decided that we will just go to the welcome greeter’s area and will just wait for him to be in the code supposedly he will stand to wait for us.
My girl friend was trying to recognize him in the crowd but she can ‘t see well the passenger’s area and the guard told us we can go there. We knew we were not allowed to be there and thought the guards from the passenger’s area will shoo us away.
While waiting for the male friend, my girl friend, Maricar and I decided to stand in front of the suitcases of the passengers who were there so that the guards will not ask us to get out from the area. Hahahahaha funny, every time we stood before some suitcases, the owners will push it away because they got their greeters. I was laughing because we have to look for other passengers where we can stand beside them.
I noticed a white man who is already old and kept walking back and forth to the area where we told the male friend to stand. I told my daughter, that if he comes back there, we will ask if his name is the guy we were supposed to meet. The old man came back. I just thought he might be the man because we will be meeting a 64 year old guy and my girl friend said he is bald. Out of curiosity my daughter went to him and asked him is he is Jack. The old man replied saying nope! I am looking for my daughter. Hahahahahaha I can’t helped myself from laughing because it looked so funny acting that way at the airport. We do not know the face of whom we will be meeting. It is only my girl friend who knew his face. Geesh! This eyeball thing is really something ha?
Finally the male friend came and my girl friend saw him. He went to the area where we agreed to meet and he was looking at the other side where the welcome greeters were standing. I stood at his right side,. my daughter at his left, and my girl friend at his back. Suddenly he looked at me and I greeted him good evening. He was staring at me and Maricar pushed him so he was in between us. Maricar smiled at him. Then my girl friend pushed him and he saw her and shouted OH my God! You scared me to death!
It was the first time they met and because for months they have been chatting, both felt comfortable talking while on our way to the hotel.
He kept talking about his anxiousness, nervousness coming to a place he had not been before and meeting someone whom he met in the chat room.
This male friend will be staying for a month so they will know each other very well..
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