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Looking For Love
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Mar 1, 2006 3:32 pm
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Are you looking for love?
If you need love, you must give it first. Many of us complain about being alone. And yet, many are lonely in the crowd. If you don’t give you won’t receive. Loveless is he who can not love.
Listen to your heart and follow your dreams. Only you, who know your innermost wishes and desires, in truth you have more than you think you do. Let your heart and soul guide you to your heaven and earth.
Don’t postpone happiness. A day away from happiness is a day of emotional loss. Go for happiness now.
They say that the greatest joy comes from loving the life you are living. Many of us are not happy with the life we lead. Learn to love yourself, what you have and the people you share with.
Life is precious and priceless. Live life to the fullest, be the best you can be, be a source of love, inspiration and joy and always think what a lucky person you are.
Just sharing… Love you all!
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How Are You Treating Life
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Mar 1, 2006 12:40 am
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How is life treating you? A common greeting we always hear. But have you ever thought how you are treating life?
Many of us complain about how hard life is. Instead of focusing in the negative, we must be thankful we are blessed with a chance to experience the ride that not anyone is lucky enough to endure and enjoy.
We must treat life with awe and gratefulness. Life is not something that just comes to you. It is something you work for. Be careful about how you treat life, because how you do is how it will treat you.
Life will not always be rosy and sweet. When a bitter experience comes, sweeten it and turn to something good.
Life is fragile, yesterday is gone and tomorrow might not come.
Surround yourself with joyful friends and possessions. Value people, friendship and relationship. Surround yourself with love, beauty and joy.
The way you live is your choice: Remember that life is lived by your own design.
Just sharing…Love you all!
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I Still Can Hear Voices Calling
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Feb 28, 2006 4:47 pm
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It's almost midnight. I can't sleep. I got myself a piece of wheat bread, got my peanut butter and a banana.
While eating my sandwich, a thought suddenly came out from my mind and I felt sad. Tears starting to fall and i can't help it. Three years ago, I spear headed a group to fight against people who ran away with people's money.
Two thousand victims. Voices I still can hear.
What are we going to do?
I took the chance believing it can help my family.
My children can no longer go to school.
I have no more money to pay my household utilities.
My mother died and we can not bury her.
My son in the ICU. He is dying.
I don't have money to buy medicine for my kid.
Madam please help us.
I am in tears writing this. Where are they now? How are they coping up with life?
Putting up an organization and registered it in our Security and Exchange Commission made me got committed for life. It is to fight business scam in the Philippines. It wasn't easy. There is no profit doing it money wise.
My children were crying why I needed to do it. They can not understand why I need to lead and fight for it they did not know I also invested our savings supposedly for our house and lot and car. I told them my loss and got shocked. My kids told me that I can still earn the money that got lost.
We received lots of death threats when my expose came out. I am banging myself to the wall they said. My opponent’s husband (the prime suspect) is a high rank official. I did not mind it. I will fight. I have these 2000 people with me no matter what.
Fighting wasn’t easy. The court hearings were so tough. Documents, witnesses, attorney’s fees and a lot of things to spend. It was an ordeal. It was a year of feeling so sick about the battle in the prosecution..
Finally we were given the resolution. No bail recommended for the accused. Authorities are still looking for the suspects.
It has been three years now, our money was not given back. Culprits still on the loose. I have been wondering, where is the return of the effort fighting for it?
I still can hear their voices. Madam…Madam…Madam
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Read The Label First
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Feb 28, 2006 4:22 am
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I woke up from an afternoon nap, and found Stillwater in the computer. When I got up, i asked him what he wants for supper. He said pork, beef or lamb steak will do. I jokingly replied and said we can have pork now, Meek went home! Hahahahahaha. Meek doesn't eat meat except chicken.
As I was preparing supper, i was thinking if i will be making a gravy or just the liquid seasoning to use to taste the steak.
When the potatoes and steak were done, I called Still and told him the table is ready.
Still tasted the steak and said it's good. Tender, juicy and tasty. He asked for a sauce. He wanted liver sauce to go with it.
I went to the cupboard and got a bottle. I poured it into his plate and Gee! I got the bottle of fish sauce (tastes like anchovies)
I got rattled and don't know what to do. I got his plate and threw the fish sauce. It went to his steak and potatoes. Hahahaha
Still said it's alright. But he kept wiping his steak. Hahahaha! Feeling guilty I gave him my potato and I got his. Mind you, the potatoe tasted good with it. LOL
We were laughing because the gravy for the lamb steak was fish sauce hahahahahahaha.
I have learned a lesson here. Read the label or the bottle first before serving. hahahahahahaha
Have you experienced the same?
Just sharing...love you all!
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Dream Or Nightmare
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Feb 27, 2006 6:30 am
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It was the height of the blocking of one tormented soul in the viewing page, were lots of posts in the blogs were buried.
Stillwater made a post and went to sleep after posting and it was my turn to use the computer. After reading blogs and commenting I did my post.
I went to bed and sleep. I was dreaming that I was having a struggle getting my share of chocolate with Maricar .Suddenly I heard Still’s voice telling me to repost his post. I woke up! You know the feeling of getting up from a dream. You can not move at once as if your body was so heavy.
I got up with one eye still closed and tried to feel the AVR to open the computer. I login to SFF and went to the blogs and check his post to repost. To my surprised the post got 36 views and I can not repost it. I told him the post is there. I turned off the computer and went back to sleep.
After awhile, I heard him talk again and asked me if I looked at the other post he did. He asked me if it is still in the viewing page. I told him nope, I did not. He said okay will check it. I won’t be long just few minutes.
I crawled again to open the computer so he can login. I was really so sleepy and I was starting to grumble. I was waiting for him to go to the computer then suddenly I heard him snoring. I looked at him and he was sleeping soundly.
My irritation faded out and I started laughing. I hit him with my pillow and he asked me why I am waking him up. I told him he was the one who woke me up from my deep sleep. He then told me, that if he hit me with a pillow at 4 in the morning I have no right to get mad hahahahaha. I asked him if he did not know what he asked me to do for him. He said NOPE! Hahahaha!
OMG ! Was it a dream or a nightmare? Gee! This Hoosier is really something! ROFL!
Just sharing …Love you all!
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Let's Talk About Sex
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Feb 26, 2006 9:37 pm
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There was intensity in the chat room, roomies talking about handles who are weird, odd, strange and obscene.
I was pissed off that time and I wanted to release my feelings about someone who degraded and was so mean to Cattleya0454. She might not be good in English. As what she said, she only got 100 English words. But i think it is 150 words now and that doesn't make her to be treated badly.I can't help my feelings and Stillwater got worried i might get beyond my post and will just cause trouble. I told him, I wanted a ramble hahahahahaha.
I told the room i received SMS messages saying that Stillwater can be a good lawyer, when he posted to the room that Cattleya is a pretty and attractive woman. Included in the message was ,Stillwater maybe, meant that the monkey is more beautiful than her. Gee! God forgive me!Another message came and it says Cattleya can be a babysitter to the old fart Silvereagle. And the last one was Cattleya can never be a maid either because people will get scared of her.
I felt so upset. So mad. I replied the message.Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Don't sent messages, I don't need these craps.
What do you think will I feel? Cattleya is one good lady that i spent time with.
Feeling the room was getting so hot with the topic, i finally posted: Enough of this...let's talk about sex!
Hahahahahaha the roomies laughed and that somehow cooled down our heads.
Just sharing....love you all!
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Choice: Living In Sin Or Marriage
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Feb 26, 2006 3:32 pm
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Many things has been said about Stillwatertoo and me. Good and not so good as well. Some speculating, some hoping,some judging,some are happy and some are not.
For those who has been emailing me, we have no date set yet for our wedding. We are enjoying our time and rest assured we will tell the world when the date comes. Lol! Start saving now for your gifts to us hahahahahaha.
We can easily get married here in the Philippines but then the US government will not acknowledge the marriage and more documents should be furnished. Some friends always joke us we are "living in sin" hahahaha. Isn't it the best?
Many did not believe he would come over. But he made it and it is his 2nd time here now. I was wondering why he came back? Hahahahaha can you tell?
We got engaged April 1, 2004. I am thinking if it was real. It was April fool's day. Rofl! We will be celebrating our 2nd anniversary soon.
We are living and average life. Simple but comfortable enough.
Lots of friends in cyber and in real are following our love team. Hahahahaha we are now like movie stars hahahahaha. Want some autographs? You can have some fries too. Hahahahaha
Someone had stated that Stillwatertoo can not move without the assitance of others. I got so pissed off and wanted to get even. I felt my man was insulted. But then after deep thinking, i had realized more than that had been said against us and we just let go of it. I Will just think she is just another tormented soul.
I was thinking of getting even in my own way, but good enough Stillwatertoo reminded me to calm down and cool my head. I am very lucky to have him here with me. Otherwise he will bail me out of jail. Hahahahahahaah. Isn't he perfect for me? This trait of being cool headed made me really feel head over heels to him.
To my friends, don't panic. Stillwatertoo is not an invalid. Just too bad i can no longer get preggy.
Just sharing..love you all
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Nothing Has To Change
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Feb 25, 2006 7:57 am
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Meeting a lot of cyber friends in real thrilled me a lot. Stillwatertoo and I have been meeting a lot of them lately.
We have seen lots of different characters. Much to my surprised some were not the way they were in cyber. I also did expect the same faces I saw in the pictures they sent me. But, I was wrong. I should not be expecting that Stillwater told me. He had met lots of cyber friends too by attending bashes and luncheons while he was in Indiana.
I have seen some males who came to meet their special ladies wanted to change them. Change their culture, beliefs and ideas. Pushed hard what they believed and mold them into someone they like. Why try to make them change?
I told one friend who dropped by, that he doesn’t love you for what you are. He wanted to love someone he can make out of you.
I was wondering why they have to do that. They came to a country were strong family ties is the number one traits we have. Hospitality is one trait that you will see in us Filipinos. We are warm .loving, friendly and always looked after the safety of our guests.
I am really feeling bad because I feel something is wrong. But I have no way to meddle with it. I wanted to confront the male but I can’t.
I don’t know if I should really be feeling this way. But I can’t get it out of my mind.
Just sharing …Love you all!
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Status:Wife...Mistress...Lover
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Feb 24, 2006 6:31 pm
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What is your status? Can you tell? I am a significant other to Stillwater for now. I am waiting for the day I be his legal wife.
We have been engaged and we will celebrate our second anniversary on April 1st together.
I am sure i am not a mistress. He is not married. But i am sure i am his lover rofl.
Just sharing..Love you all!
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