As most people here know, i am fast coming up on the first anniversary of my wife's passing. I have already made plans, to spend July 24th-26th with my beloved step-daughters. I couldnt have better kids if they were my own. I know that if I werent with them, I wouold probably spend that time, just curled up in the fetal postion. As it already is, I cant stand, to think, that she has been out of my life, for almost a year. As most people will say, what my wife and I had was very rare. I miss her more than ever, every day. Sometimes, i dont know how I able to wake up without her day after day. She brought true meaning to the word Love...when she came into my life. I just want this annivesary to go by quickly, as I dont know if I can take it.