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krystal4est 68M
163 posts
5/29/2016 5:30 am
holding it back

to understand trying to keep something contained, controlled, so severe, you use an age old technique, c&b,, as your only option. it still works and it still sucks. circumstances, again, a damn devil that has been sleeping, sort of. old injury reinjured, which would be at least 3 nights with little or no sleep. only cutting helped, let me sleep for the longest period of time in countless years, is that f----- up or what. my legs and arm have pretty new lines to be covered up, but no narcotics were used, that was tough and felt good not to take them. fortunately the largest organ of my body heals well and fast. unfortunately, holding back for so long, might have gone a bit too far, only because it felt good. again, is that f----- up or what. for the record, i'm non-violent, and this behavior (to me) is a gift. does it make me a violent person? no. my psychiatrist is going to have a s--- f--. but she understands, much more than I do.



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