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Blogs > krystal4est > welcome to my


krystal4est 68M
163 posts
2/7/2016 1:05 pm
never start anything

on a Friday. Monday will be new calendar, new pill schedule, am really bad with that s---. thank you all for the comforting support, soon there will be no blanket warm enough to comfort, not that comfort has ever been part of my reality. no help, never had it before, never will, trying to psyche myself into the physical ability to cope with an antagonist that could easily give me the big sleep. such cruelty, returning to a body with only one thing, one breath, then the next, 30 days at 25% and then 30 cold. the f------ irony, returning to a body that will be worse than when it was soaked in poppies. have to remember to buy shit for the freezer when I get that last rx, and whatever the hell else I can think of. won't be driving for a while, on a different road tomorrow, what else is new, new road, new hell.

spiritwoman45

2/7/2016 3:21 pm

 Returning to mainstream reality after a time away is hard enough without the physical pain of other physical issues. Good luck.
Spiritwoman ^i^




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