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5/1/2008 10:55 pm |
OMFG.................I hope that is not true, and also that it is not some bloggers sick joke. Ford. Any day above ground, is a good day! 
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5/1/2008 10:58 pm |
so sad,, ibeen fighting cancer 2 yrs now, but never give up, see u sarah soon
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5/1/2008 11:06 pm |
,,,,but a lady you know as gist just came in time, grabbed the pistol from Sarah's hand.....looked her in the eye and "...you're a wonderful person and don't deserve to go out this way..." hugggggggggggggssss my friend maggie "Anything worth having is worth waiting for." 
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5/2/2008 12:19 am |
SFF has been informed of this Blog and I certainly pray this is not for real if so God Bless your soul if it isn't it was not funny!    The tears happen: Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. LIVE while you are alive.
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5/2/2008 12:21 am |
Good girl, Gist. Sarah, maybe you need to build trust with DanDee or one of us girls -- tease with YellowDuck and don't get too close. Play the game. We are not fairy princesses and we don't need Prince Charming to come for us to have a good and fulfilling life. If you have a lot of healing time to put in, go start reading ParisDreamer's blogs -- start at the beginning and see the growth. That was truly a flower that bloomed out here in cyber. The woman we lost in the end was not the one who signed up on this site. She came looking for Prince Charming and found herself and the love of many people -- a lot of whom she never laid eyes on. She was a new person and happy -- and you could ask her sister, but she was happier than she had been in a long time and had peace before the cancer finally got her. I am going to put a post on my blog and you can give me a reply there if you want. Love to all the wounded birds of the world    . . Tracy 
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 5/2/2008 12:46 am |
Sarah , Huggs what seems the end of the world today , is tomorrows bad memory , the good times always do come back ..........promise , jan x
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5/2/2008 1:24 am |
Sarah. You have many friends here, Im one of them. Get in touch with someone you trust, Go to Dan Dan. Please take care for you. Let someone know your ok please. Huggsssssss
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5/2/2008 2:44 am |
  SAYS:Put some sense into your head, NOT BULLETS.
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5/2/2008 3:27 am |
I see this blog was written on May 2, the day after the suicide, so I don't understand. If you have a problem, why not tell us about it. Many people in the group would be interested in trying to help so I hope you will let us try.
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 5/2/2008 4:01 am |
Sarah, I am shocked first and saddened secondly. I hope this isn't true and I pray you will come into chat or blogs and tell us what is wrong. We love you my friend !  Hugggs, Peg
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5/2/2008 4:19 am |
"Death is a challenge. It tells us not to waste time... It tells us to tell each other right now that we love each other." ~Leo Buscaglia 
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5/2/2008 4:21 am |
so sad,, ibeen fighting cancer 2 yrs now, but never give up, see u sarah soon
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5/2/2008 4:27 am |
Sarah I know life is far from perfect right now but that is not the answer to anything. Your sisters are praying this isn't true and want you to know we are all here for you!
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5/2/2008 4:29 am |
Sarah Now that we have became internet sisters...my dear one this has to stop. God gave us more energy to burn positive things then thinking about this kind of stuff. I have called you my sister and taken you as that...how cool a sister my same age. OOOOOOKKKKKKKK now if there is anything wrong lets you and I talk about it...I'm great for that as I listen very well. Sarah if this is about you being alone...well a lot of us are and you know sometimes its the best thing for us so we don't live in misery with another person...been there and none that. Gosh Sarah I have mentioned the bash in florida to you and had hoped that you could come there and we could meet. Now me and the others that are going are a great group of people...so think about coming and meeting us. I'm here to talk...just send me mail anytime my new sister!!!!! I'm looking to the future and it's out of sight, only in the end shall I take flight.
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5/2/2008 4:31 am |
Dear Sarah, I'm sort of at a loss for words. I think from the timing of the post that you must have symbolically killed 'Sarah' and not actually attempted suicide yourself. I certainly hope that is the case. I was extremely upset to find your post. You are such a sweet, funny woman...many of us have come to care about you...I know I always smile when I see your name pop up on the screen in chat. I don't know what is troubling you but I'm so sorry you are in pain. I hope you will find a way to work through this pain you are feeling right now and not seriously consider ending the life that lives inside 'Sarah'. I know from chatting with you that there are some young ones in your life that depend on you and that have already been through some very rough times before they came to your sheltering arms. I can't imagine that with your loving heart that you would do anything that would cause them more pain. Please Sarah hang on...work through this pain...get some help if you need it...turn to your friends for comfort...whatever it takes to see you through this safely. If I can do anything to help please let me know...I'm a good listener and have a good supply of tissues and band-aids handy. Please let me know if you need an ear or a shoulder. Hugs and blessings, Suzanne
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5/2/2008 4:35 am |
I am absolutely befuddled. In all my years in SFF I have never experienced this. Don't know whether to be sick or sad....???
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5/2/2008 4:53 am |
hey friend, whats with you? get out of that shell and stop scaring the very people who care for you
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5/2/2008 5:00 am |
I am confused...if this is true..who put this blog in? If it isn't true, then is this a cry for help or a sick joke? Has there been a suicide? I guess I need to come in more often The longest journeys begin with just one footstep
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5/2/2008 5:21 am |
I pray this was your cry for HELP and you waited to see how many here care for you......if so please contact someone.. anyone..PLEASE..I was where you are at one point..let someone help you ...PLEASE!!!!! Living my life for the memories I will have....... not the regrets of what never was......
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5/2/2008 5:34 am |
Sick AZ If you can read this, thank a teacher. If it is in English, thank a Veteran
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5/2/2008 5:38 am |
I hope and pray you reach out for help and guidance. Believe me, suicide is not the answer. I do not know you, but I wish I could talk to you. I know of the devestation that ls left behind. Always remember that there is someone who cares about you. I had a nephew-in-law who committed suicide 10 1/2 years ago, at age 29. He left behind my neice and an 18 month old son. And to this day, there still remains the question of why? And anyone close to Sarah, please keep watch over her, as the experts will tell you, anyone who attempts suicide once will likely try about 3 or 4 times. Life can be painful, but there is help. Please, look for it.
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5/2/2008 5:38 am |
Sarah: I pray you are still with us, if you are this is a call for help. Seriously get yourself to a doctor PLEASE. If these thoughts are in your head, one day all the cards will be stacked wrong, and you will be lost. I know, I have walked this road, many times, fortunately I was unsuccessful, but I got help and found I have a chemical imbalance..two little pills,and the help of many and I'm doing well. Do the thoughts ever come back.....oh yes, but I know how to handle them...life is to precious....give it a chance. I feel your pain..been there many times. You don't know me, but I care so very much and beg you to get help...medical help....NOW Sending love and understanding
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5/2/2008 5:40 am |
To All - I am a friend of "Sarah".....the real sarah.....I have received messages from her.....she is okay........ This is my own interpretation but I think this blog is about her "killing" off the naive little girl who got her hopes up over someone that didnt deserve her. It does my heart good to see how much my sista is loved....and she will know that when she is in the right place to believe in people again.....I have told her to come read and know she is loved......please keep her in your hearts......
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5/2/2008 5:45 am |
Truly sick.....
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5/2/2008 5:48 am |
Sarah.....I pray that you are O.K. I always smile when I see your name pop up in the chat room because I enjoy talking with you. Let me know if I can be there for you. I have been through this and it is not easy but you can get to the other side. God Bless
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5/2/2008 6:01 am |
To All - I am a friend of "Sarah".....the real sarah.....I have received messages from her.....she is okay........ This is my own interpretation but I think this blog is about her "killing" off the naive little girl who got her hopes up over someone that didnt deserve her. It does my heart good to see how much my sista is loved....and she will know that when she is in the right place to believe in people again.....I have told her to come read and know she is loved......please keep her in your hearts......
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5/2/2008 6:16 am |
Holy Mole!!! Sarah!!! You gave me a JOLT!!!!!Please don't scare me like that. Let's talk. amiga
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5/2/2008 6:31 am |
Sarah .. 6 months or so man came in chat late i nite .. first and last time in chat .. he was trying to drink and take pills to end it all .. for some reason i responded he dosnt live that far .. today he is gettin help and loves life so much , i talk with him every day .. he had been married most all his life ( 48 yr) .. he fell in love with woman from another site she really took him bad .. she was player big time , she got what she wanted and droped him big time he was devistated .. but today thru help and friends he is recovering .. Just wanted to share that with u ..u gona be ok g/f with time ..smile huggss Mott
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5/2/2008 6:42 am |
Sarah, Thank the Lord you are ok. It is devastating what a love can do to you. I think we end up building a fence/wall so that we defend ourselves from being hurt again. Please, return to chat......you see you have a lot of friends, and that is so good to know that people do care about you. Make yourself happy with you, forget having a partner for now! Life is so well worth living!!! Hugssss, Peg 
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5/2/2008 6:51 am |
Jan - I will let her know and give her a hug.....she'll be okay...she's one strong lady...just needs to regain her balance again. She has been there for me when I needed her and I'm there for her now....and it appears to me there's LOTS of people here who care for her.....she needs friends......ty.......
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5/2/2008 6:53 am |
I pity the person that wrote this. Whoever it is needs to see a psychiatrist. But I've seen it before here. Out of curiosity I called the Fairbanks Alaska Newspaper. They have no information of such an incident. Perhaps Sarah had moved? Why would someone take the time, one day after something like that, to go to her computer, find her handle and password, log in and make such a post?
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5/2/2008 6:59 am |
It sounds more like a plea for attention than a plea for help.
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5/2/2008 7:27 am |
NewLifeColo -- Thank you for letting us know that the person is okay even if her cyber alter had to go. Perhaps we will see a new name in chat like SarahReborn or WiserSarah. The new person who learned from the experience and got a little tougher without shutting the world out. As always, I would suggest a good cat -- one that loves to sleep on or next to you, though you have be careful about weight [one of mine is 20 lbs.]. Anyway, so glad it was the cyber Sarah and not the entire person. I wondered after reading earlier blogs from the person who had to put Sarah in time-out. Look forward to seeing the sweet, loving person in chat again. . . Tracy
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5/2/2008 7:32 am |
I'm truly speechless. Was this only a cleansing gesture or is she in trouble. I fear that blogs like this will jeopardize those who truly will call out for help. It saddens me greatly, I still think she needs some help..but I'm not a doctor. Its very troubling when you open your heart to someone and you find you are a joke...hope all works out well for her
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5/2/2008 7:38 am |
Newlife... thank you so much for telling us. Please suggest to Sarah that the next time she makes it clear who she is killing. Suicide is no joking matter, we all care about one another even if some of us don't get on that well. LOL and a lot of us are old and our hearts don't need that extra adrenelin...I'm glad she is still with us and look forward to seeing her blog again The longest journeys begin with just one footstep
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5/2/2008 7:45 am |
Sarah Ever since I read your blog, I was in deep payer for your safety, and pray against those demons that were tormenting you. I prayed you would come your senses, that a friend would come into your life in time to give you comfort. There are many of us who love you, and care for you. Whatever pain you may be feeling right now, our God is a God of second chances, and new beginnings. All is not lost, one door has shut, and in time another one will open. Wopuld love to pray or e-mail you if I can be of help. NLC thanks for taking a burden off of my heart, by letting us know D
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5/2/2008 8:19 am |
NewLife. I hope all understand this. She needs a psychiatrist. only then will she begin to understand she has friends.
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5/2/2008 8:33 am |
I'm with you IwonderY.........so many dysfunctional people here on the internet.......and WE are not the ones to help........not much one can do except for ones self........SAD!
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5/2/2008 8:48 am |
Donīt play around with messages like this, sarah. If you need help, by all means ask. Itīs not cutesy, however symbollic of something else your friend says it was.
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5/2/2008 9:28 am |
NLC thanks for telling us she is okay. Please give her my hugsss and warmest regards. I have lost my privilege to view profiles and couldn't send her a personal message.  Hey Sarah luvs ya g/f...hang in there... huggggggggggss "Anything worth having is worth waiting for."
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5/2/2008 10:44 am |
Sarah, get help! Please!
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5/2/2008 11:38 am |
Sarah, so glad to see this wasn't true, I was so confused when I first read it...Hang in there friend, when one door closes, another one opens...Thank you NLC for explaining it! Daisy 
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5/2/2008 1:47 pm |
Sarah, My friend please know you are in my prayers and if you ever need to talk I am here.
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5/3/2008 12:28 am |
Be well, Sarah...here's a for you and hope to see you again in one of the chatrooms, though I'm not often there. Take care True Love Knows No Age, Race Or Distance 
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5/3/2008 1:53 am |
Quoting "New Life Colorado" "It does my heart good to see how much my sista is loved....and she will know that when she is in the right place to believe in people again.....I have told her to come read and know she is loved......please keep her in your hearts" I believe that Sarah is in the hearts of more people than any of us or Sarah may ever realise. Ford. Any day above ground, is a good day!
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5/3/2008 4:36 am |
I hope this means that the Old Sarah is gone but you are still here, Please if you ever need a FRIEND or someone to talk to I'am here for you ALWAYS, God Bless You ,and you are in my prayers. YOU ARE LOVED BY MANY.
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5/3/2008 5:44 am |
NewLife..THANKS soooo much for letting us know...hugs to you both and she will be in my prayers.....RED Living my life for the memories I will have....... not the regrets of what never was......
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5/3/2008 9:11 am |
No comment..................
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5/3/2008 9:36 am |
Geeeee Sarah...I am going to think real positive here and opt to believe that you just killed the chat 'persona' of Sarah. NOT the actual person. Like you, I fell madly in love with someone through cyberspace when I first entered chatroom life about 10 yrs ago. It only took once for me to learn that true love does not exist until you meet in person, preferably several times and talk, walk, laugh and touch together. I think before that, there is really N-O-T-H-I-N-G. Still thinking positive here, I am going to hope that you re-enter SFF chatroom under a new handle and we all can enjoy your wonderful, colourful presence! Oh...I have to mention this too: Another thing I learned is that happiness can't be presented to you by another person. We must find it within ourselves. Only when we find it, are we ready to share our lives with another. We all have to do our own dismantling of thorny walls. Lots of work...but entirely possible. Good luck my friend. I'm pulling for you and I send you a huge, warm hug! PrairieSky
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5/4/2008 1:02 pm |
Sicko.
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5/13/2008 5:27 pm |
Okay, I don't know you, but it's SO NOT COOL to play around like that. People here obviously love you. Get some mental help for your sake and theirs. Sleepy Angel 
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5/15/2008 1:51 pm |
am sorry for you Sarah. And gist, you should have put a stop to this blog. It is pure BS and should never have been allowed. It is totally inappropriate for SFF
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