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Something is wrong I fear  

5/20/2008 6:29 am

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Just gotten a call from the hospital, and they want me to come in to see the doctor. They have a van coming for me at noon.
It is the secretary of the neurology department that called, and she does not know anything. So, here I go again.
This has never happened before, especially from the VA. I know that my cancer is in check. But I don't know why they want to see me.
I feel confused, and a little sad. And I won't know anything until 4pm, when I see the doctor.
I know this is not my ususal blog. But I need to be writing down what is going on inside me.
I am not worried yet, because I have weathered some pretty heavy duty storms and come out the other side.
So, for the moment, here I sit, just waiting.

God bless each any every one of you.
Ola2006
13201 posts 

5/20/2008 6:50 am

unconventionalme, God bless you too. I pray everything will be okay.

fluffy1
1478 posts 

5/20/2008 6:51 am

Sending prayers and big hugs to you on your trip today. It is very scary to NOT KNOW what is going on. I hope today goes fast for you and it is nothing bad.

Have a wonderful life fluffy1

unduplicated

5/20/2008 6:56 am

Unconventional,

Hugs and prayers for you coming your way.

This would certainly be scarey for anyone and I am sure you are on pins and needles to find out just what is going on.

Perhaps it is just a retest? At least you know they are on top of it...That is one good point!

Please do keep us informed and let us know what is going on?

God Bless You
Peg

Merry Christmas to All and God Bless!

MissCee
441 posts 

5/20/2008 7:08 am

Waiting is the hardest and most difficult thing to do especially when you are about to get results from a test or see the doctor.Your mind and imagination start to play tricks. I spent 2 yrs. waiting for new resuls on ct scans and mri's every couple of months and each time it was hell. MY advice to you is try to keep busy, keep your mind occupied or talk to a close friend, and most of all try to keep a positive outlook. Good luck my friend. carol

2StepPartner
2618 posts

5/20/2008 7:11 am

Unconventional, my prayers are with you. Hope everything is ok, let us know.

mrelusive
663 posts 

5/20/2008 7:16 am

Maybe they want you to re-enlist-lol. All joking aside though, best of luck. Not much you can do about the waiting.

LadyNAds2

5/20/2008 7:42 am

My prayers are here for you along with sending out positive vibes. Try not to worry as you said you;ve weather things before so no doubt the doctors just need to change some course of treatment. Try to have a good day.

classy_baglady
4649 posts 

5/20/2008 7:56 am

Don't worry, you'll be fine.....
take care and be safe.
We all love you.

~Never begin your day, with broken pieces of yesterday~

joannita
870 posts 

5/20/2008 8:05 am

WeŽll hold your hand while you wait, and tell you stories.

Bestof lck

joannita
870 posts 

5/20/2008 8:06 am

that was supposed to be best of luck

unconventionalme

5/20/2008 8:32 am

Joannita, would love my hand held. never seems to happen though. The last twelve years I have had exactly two visitors while I was in Hospital. And I have had tow people come with me to appointments.

I seem always to be doing this alone. A bit sad actually.

Anyway, that you all for the support, Juannita, classy_baglady, LadyNads2, mrelusive, 2StepPartner, misscee, unduplicated, fluffy1, and Ola2006.

I will take the lot of you with me, in spirit. Thanks for the support.

shay2006
9029 posts

5/20/2008 9:26 am

unconventional, don't give up hope.For without hope, life is meaningless.Go to the visit and know this, we are all praying for you.Let God have this burden. Please please let us know what is going on.....

Shay2006....
Embarrassing my children......Just one more service I offer.


joyce3
74 posts 

5/20/2008 9:41 am

unconventionalme sending my prayers to you think postive joyce 3

belle_la_donna
12641 posts 

5/20/2008 10:07 am

You know how the VA is..they probably just want you to sign something...try to not worry....we will all have our fingers crossed for you.

Belle

RosePetals123

5/20/2008 10:36 am

My dear David, please be strong... let me hug you until all the bad thoughts go away. You'll be in my thoughts and prayers all day. You are in my heart always. Let us know what happened when you come back. Take care & hugs

Lovingly yours,
Rose

1_SweetAngelNM
1883 posts 

5/20/2008 11:55 am

Unconventional,
Praying here that everything will be ok. I know the waiting is the toughest, God will get you through it. do let us know how things go. God Bless You!!


1_SweetAngelNM

Robyn5

5/20/2008 12:10 pm

Hello David, The waiting is the worst. I hope you have good positive news to tell us tomorrow. Keep your heart up, you are a happy person. Im sorry you have to go alone but your not on your own there either. I will pray for you. (Hugs)

Suzanne43h
54 posts

5/20/2008 1:47 pm

Dear David,
Just read this after sending you an email. Sorry I didn't know this sooner, but know that you are never alone.
Praying for you,
Suzanne

flowerandmuse

5/20/2008 10:40 pm

Dear David've sent you an email,I hope you do not fear!and I'm in hospital too.
A lark is singing for you.............
yours Melva

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